I cant really be explained,

because i always seem to change my mind.

Im urging to grow up so fast,

but im honestly still a kid at heart.

I think alot. I think about the past alot.

I think about how sometimes it was easier

back then but then again it was also harder.

I think about the future and how i want it to be.

I fear about many things about the future.

If ill get the right job, the right guy,

and have the perfect life,But i know it will just

get harder from here on.

Then i think about how if i could have

changed anything, would I?

And i wouldnt beacuse everything happens

for a reason and maybe it was meant to

be scwered up like that so i can get

to bigger and better places.

I listen to a lot of, Diffrent types of music., The olny types of music., That I won't listen to are, -R&B, -country, & - some kinds of rap, Im pretty open-minded =]